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Off for some me time

I think I am going off to do some soul searching this weekend, plan out some important stuff for February and later update my SasuNaru fanfic afterwards. I wrote an outline getting until chapter 15, but I don't really have a strong or solid idea where this 'Gerimis' story is heading.

So far I tried establishing character A and character B present situation, then I need to make them interact a bit, then introduce some heavy background stuff of character A and character B. Then choose an epic scene which binds them in emotion, make them wanna wallop each other or crush each other, make them fall for each other and then offer some complication and offer a resolution.

That looks easy in my head but spelling it out is unheaven. Well gotta go.

Say bye bye 2015

2015 was a good year, but bye bye.


Since I have about 2 minutes to recap 2015, I'll do it in a jiffy.

1. Art and stuff!

I discovered, Visual Arts Xpo and from there I tried going to all similar events, and I managed to go to Animangaki and participated in Komik Kon. I didn't make it to MCAGE nor Comic Fiesta. Sobs sobs. I hope to go to a Singapore event this year, well since Singapore is next to Jay Bee and it'll be like a balik kampung thing :D

These events are soo geeky and full of unchartered territory for geeky nerdy me that I could cry at any of the events. My Komik Kon thing was a disaster because I could only embrace half of it. I should acquire a partner next time, definitely to cover for my poor ass of a wannabe artist.


2. Going artsy

I did some inktober, got my lazy ass to draw something for the annual thing which I also recently discovered. I also discovered people actually like my shoe art although I had no customers yet. It's been a year of discovery.


3. Discovering that life is what you make of it

Well, now I know why my life, career, marriage, children are like these. I am not the richest, succesful, worst, dreadful, unhappy person there is, but I can be better or at least happier in my own skin. I discovered the answer to happiness or at least being comfortable in your own skin a while back, but I have yet to embrace it. Slowly, sometimes it's on and sometimes I'm too scared of unnecessary things. This damn cocoon of sorry ass is hard to break. Life is what you make of it after all so I should start rehabiliting myself for a greater good. Yes, this is a cryptic paragraph. Don't assume, just go on with life. Bye, hello, see you later :P


4. Listening to radio

I love listening to songs, some djs blabs on evening talk shows in the car. I don't listen to radio enough growing up and now I listen all the time and even managed to  catch up to some new songs. Of course they play the same thing all day long on hits radio.


5. Made some artsy new friends

I made some new friends last year, and one or two at Komik Kon.  Saying that, all my friends are the same since 2014. So far I have no apparent enemy yet, as I have decided to downplay my aggressive defensive habit. BTW I had no fixed companion for lunch at work, always eating with someone different or eating at my desk come noon, while spending dinner with the kids. I also managed to have occasional lunch with the husband when he is available, that's a good thing since we are at different energy level come night. Two kids and no exercise made me lethargic at night. Yeahh, my kids are my constant companionship throughout 2015. I love them to bits. Thanks Allah for giving them to me, a bit of new friends and a bit more family members. 

Well, hi 366 days of

Video - Speed Drawing by Mayara Rodrigues


Ok, I have a crush on this drawing. Haha. I noticed that she did the shadowing and highlight parts before filling the spaces with solid colour. 

As I get deeper into this art / drawing thing, I noticed that there are no wrong or right technique to colour drawings. Just do what you feel right.

Another account on Youtube to follow. Hey maybe I should post my drawings on Youtube.

2016


It's new year and my eldest son is going to kindergarten. Touched, happy, anxious and wow.
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mizzy nj

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